The first day of a new decade. Actually it feels so refreshing to sit here in the morning of January 1 with a cup of coffee, realising that a new chapter has started. I know that for some people a new kind of year starts on their birthday, but for me, I guess, it’s still the New Year thing that is a possibility to turn the page and start a new chapter. Plus this year it’s also a day of a new decade. So it’s like a double reason…
Back in the late 2019, around November, I already released a post named Inside My Head, where I talked about the fact that I was not really satisfied with already previous decade. And the reason to this is, or was, my depression. I spent years being in the most awful condition before I realised I needed professional and medical help. So, yes, I still have this feeling today that I’ve lost those 5 years and that I could have done much more if I had been in a better condition.
But there’s nothing I can do about it now and the best thing about this whole situation is that I now feel good and am taking care of my mind. Also, now I’m taking double, or even triple, care of my organism and body as back in December I was diagnosed with insulin resistance. So in this new decade I’m going to be in a much better shape. I’m going to be as healthy and conscious as never before.
So, I have quite big plans for this decade and the year of 2020. But, I think, I’m not going to spill much about it just yet. I’d better talk about each and every step when I reach them.
Though, one thing I can say for sure now already – I want to expand my personal horizons. In all terms. In terms of travelling and discovering the world, getting to know more people and being more opened to people myself, as well as expanding my knowledge and experience in the field of business and fashion.
Actually, lately I’ve been in sort of a crossroad as I’m willing to apply my knowledge of fashion and business even more these days, not just in terms of blogging. So I was considering to either stay a freelance lady or shift to a big, preferably international, company where I could pursue my goals and go up the career ladder. In the long-term run I definitely see myself leading a company but I can’t understand yet should it be my own one or a big corporation…
And that’s the main, probably, thing that I want to figure out during this very decade Because I feel that it’s high time. It’s very high time to start following my gut with a double speed, as I missed so much because of my illness previously…
Look of the Day:
Photo: T. Egorova